nothing is CONSTANT

Day by day we feel nothing changes, but when we look back everything is different.Life never failed to surprise me with changes.I always used to feel that all the things that I had in life were perfect.I never imagined life without them.But as time passed I threw some,lost some,grabbed some,nourished some,loved some,hated some but then one thing that never stopped was my life-It moved on.

When i had most of those that I lost or threw I thought survival without them was impossible be it gadgets,toys, friends or family. I always thought it is very necessary for me to hold all of these only until i realised a fact that "hello..!! I lived even when these things were never there in my life , so why cry over them" instead it was easier either to find replacements or to take little pains enough and remember what we did before they came in.

But i don't regret or cry on any of these things that broke, or were lost , as down the line these were the building block of my own self. They helped me grow, they indeed help me realise my inner strength and capabilities.They help me prove to my own self how strong a girl I was.

And luckily for me every change came in with a new beginning, a whole new world to explore to learn to live in.There was enough to keep me busy all the time, as if not busy my mind would travel places it should not have and would take me back to times where i never want to go , everything would flash back in my eyes and when I would open them the only thing left would be tears.Many times in life crying over the lost things and missed opportunities and while rubbing our eyes or wiping tears we fail to see all the new ones that approach us. Its only when we will understand this one statement completely we will be able to live a happier life - "NOTHING IS CONSTANT EXCEPT FOR CHANGES". 

The sooner we accept it the happier we are.

If our age changes every year,

If seasons change every 3 months,

If dates changes everyday,

If day and night change every 12 hours,

If time changes every second 

If people change in a fraction of sec,

Than why do U want to remain the same always... ??

'ME' in a nut shell

As a  kid I was a sweet little girl who was always wanted to grab her hand on everything that I would see. From Barbie dolls to Teddy-bears ,Books to Kitchen set, from Music to Dance I wanted to do everything :P Luckily my parents being supportive I tried my hands on everything I wanted to. If any announcement for any event or completion was in school even as a toddler made my hands would rise up in  fraction of a second, and would try my best each time .Teachers would call me a packet full of confidence.Sometimes i succeeded and sometimes I did not , but there was a lot of learning in all the times a failed too..!! Though that is what i realise at the age of 21..

In my teen years I always wondered how growing up would be like, when in school I always got fascinated by the colleges that I would pass-by on my way to school and we friends would discuss how cool would it be when we would also go to college in those fancy outfits with colourful bags and open hair all decked up to the best of what we can. It was that time when I though everything that I have is always going to be mine.It was that time of life when everything looked new and exciting.With a bunch of crazy retard friends just like me this was literally the time of life I will never forget.Those rides on the bicycles,chit chatting after school,gossip sessions,dance practice,fun in the name of studies and what not :p. I still miss how I would wait at specific time of the day for the Landline of my house to ring and pick each call expecting one of my friends to be at the other end.But yes this phase too flew away ...


And now when i have seen all of this in life i so truly miss all the times when i was innocent,when today's fight would end in the class tomorrow,when the only pain before going to sleep was arranging the books in the school bag according to the timetable,when friendship was forever :)


I feel lucky and blessed to have a bunch full of friends and bag-full of memories. Because I thought time was just passing but the truth was that time  was like a palm full of sand if it was let open the sand would fly and if I tried to hold it to tight it was coming out of my hand.I am no writer neither my life is so interesting but i just love to talk, make new friends, share little things, know little things,I like social networking too.


I love and hate too many things in life each of which will come soon because life is a story and am writing new chapters everyday ..
btw m wondering y did i decide to write this blog ;)